Just Breathe

My eyes ain't that great anymore
I swallowed my pride
Like I wouldn't before

Waking up at 4 a.m.
My bed spits me off
And I can't sleep again

(they say)
"Just breathe, just breathe
'Cause it will be alright
Just breathe, just breathe
And don't turn on the light"

My words make no sense nowadays
But I'm not even drunk
I hear what he says

I don't wanna be so controled
And don't try to stop me
I'll make it explode

(they say)
"Just breathe, just breathe
Don't burn everyone out
Just breathe, just breathe
Don't be angry, don't shout"

I don't wanna feel anymore
I'm shutting my chest up
Becoming a whore

Be mine, let me own you today
But, darling, tomorrow
I won't know your name

Well, well, hell

Stop, stop
Whispering in my ear
I don't wana know, no!
I don't wanna hear
Don't want to be good
Want to run, want to scream
Yes, I know how I look
But I'm not what I seem
To be
I wanna beg for you, but I won't
I wanna, I wanna punch your face
But I don't